the perfect Sunday morning

still hope alone means I can walk around in my underwear.. the sun is shining bright... got the lovely progressive metal tuned up and not just any progressive metal.. but Madder Mortem.. they are ever so lovely... got some coco and cheese bread.. haven't slept in at all...got great episodes to watch while I breakfast... all is just perfect.... well almost perfect
the last evening was great.. we really made some progress and the overall feeling was brilliant as well... going to play some tones now.. that only makes the morning even more perfect ^^

Join me on my way into the lake

I just went for a little walk.. it was raining a bit.. k.. it was raining a lot.. it was raining white and you know how much I love rain and how even more I love to walk in the rain.. I hate umbrellas so I went whiteout one but seriously.. whats the point of having a walk in the rain if you don't even get any? so I walked till this dam I have here and just as I got on it the rain drops turned into little pieces of ice.. now it was not only raining but hailing as well.. so I climbed up on the dam and stood there for a while.. letting the rain wash me letting the hail hit me whit it's little fists... hundreds and hundreds of iced raindrops rushed from heaven itself to crush upon my skin.. it almost felt like an angry party of paintballers were attacking me.. and I just stood there whit my arms wide open alone and without cover... letting the heavens hit me again and again and again...... and it felt so good.....
on my way back I stepped into this junk food shop to get myself a burger and chips and left a puddle after myself.. just as I got out of the shop the rain stopped and sun gazed upon me.. two full rainbows above my city...
my clothes got so wet I could squeeze water out of them...

I like it here

it's 8:30am... I haven't gone to bed yet.. it's bright sunny day out.. just went to store ofter some food stuff.. now I have my "pop" folder on suffle my breakfasts getting ready and feelin' brilliant ^^

did you see that?!

omg... omg... I just saw a lightning.. just like that... omg... I was just laying in my bed facing the window looking on thous black clouds in the dark blue sky and it flashed... a two branched lightning right before may eyes just during the most intense part of Mogwai - Ex-Cowboy
wow.... just... wow...
and it's raining now.... can you smell it?
wait.. the skies just flashed... like a broken lamp... like that latern just on the other side of yard... can you smell it?

I feel hype -giggle-

remember that anime I mentioned few days ago saying that I watched it all in one day? well I was a bit wrong you see.. it was only the first season of it.. there are 4 in total and I just finished watching them all ^.^ and what can I say.... it was so bloody good!!!! -giggle- in the middle it got me really down even till the tears so far that I just wanted to die but....but now in the end it lifted me so high you can't even imagine.. now I feel like I could just go outside and hug everyone in my way -giggle- now I am listening to My Bloody Valentine... shoegaze FTW!! \m/ tuuturututu.. I haven't had lunch yet -giggle- k.. I'll go now but you take care and remember.. just do the things that makes you happy and it all are going to be ay o key ^^

02.04.2010. 14:03 - 14:08

and now I just write for the sake of writing....

rain is falling
the sound and the smell
the overwhelming greyness of all
it came at last
thanks god for that
it's spring and summer makes it clear
"I will come this year too"
the day before yesterday
so bright so hot
it burns and I'm dying
but now the water falling from skies
it's cold and I am better
above is all grey
it's darkened and I am better
a mug of tea
and the sound and the smell
the overwhelming greyness of all
and I am better
I wish it could stay like this forever
but I know it can't
then at least
I wish I could be transparent
when the skies clear out
and it burns again
I wish I could stay here forever
water drops above all
hanging from rooftops
reminding
but it's not forever
enjoy the rare moments when you think
this is the way it should stay forever
and I hear behind the falling of rain
Forgotten Tomb - Springtime Depression

it's finally here ^^

I just understood that it's November for already 15min now... gosh it's finally here -clap- the darkest of all months.. the last faze of natures agony before falling asleep for the winter..
isn't that lovely? ^^