Destroying Something Beautiful

the pain the darkness... an abyss of despair... I live in another world... no ones here.. they all watch me from the side and so do I... for ever alone.. the shadows whisper into my ear.... I am self-destructive... I must self-destruct... they will make me anyway... why do I even bother to open my mouth.. it always ends as a disaster.. and it always will they say me... this world of endless void... the pain.. the dark... it's like... without them I couldn't exist at all

the perfect Sunday morning

still hope alone means I can walk around in my underwear.. the sun is shining bright... got the lovely progressive metal tuned up and not just any progressive metal.. but Madder Mortem.. they are ever so lovely... got some coco and cheese bread.. haven't slept in at all...got great episodes to watch while I breakfast... all is just perfect.... well almost perfect
the last evening was great.. we really made some progress and the overall feeling was brilliant as well... going to play some tones now.. that only makes the morning even more perfect ^^

Isolation Years (by Opeth)

I guess I should post something... haven't done it for a while I think... and no I am not just trying to get out of the need to study.. I'll do it.. as soon as I'll finish this.... so the casual question
how are you doin'?
to be honest.. I am doing actually quite well... very well to be exact what is quite weird for me.. the one stuck in downward spiral... maybe finally I am starting to climb out of this pit.. haven't seen you for a while now but... maybe you are closer now than ever... a small gap has opened for me for a chance to really become a poet... I don't know for sure yet if I'll try to squeeze in that gap.. but I might as well try.. why not you know? why not...

in conclusion.. as we say now and I am planing to stick with it

FUCK PAST! FUCK DOUBTS!

Moonspell - 2econd Skin

we human beings are each a distant specie

"Although I do not believe that any animal in the world performs an action for the exclusive good of another of a distinct species, yet each species tries to take advantage of the instinct of others, as each takes advantage of the weaker bodily structure of others."

Charles Darwin "The origin of species"

Type O Negative - Gravitational Constant: G = 6.67 x 10^-8 cm^3 gm^-1 sec^-2

ONE TWO THREE FOUR..... I DON'T WANT TO LIVE NO MORE!!!!!

c'mon everybody... sing along \m/ ^^ \m/

November is finally here... do you know what it means?