I shall rot here with thou

holding thy head in my arms
as I slowly lower it on the ground
it's dark here and the harsh wind
it get's caught in my strawlike hair
my mind is filled with emptiness
I can feel how it's cold hand
reaches for my throat
my eyes are numb as I
gaze upon thee
you were there just a second ago
I spoke to you just a minute ago
where did thou go?
my fingers in your hair
I close my eyes
the scent the scent just let me keep her scent
each breath - sharp pain in the chest
a hand upon my heart
the other on my throat
do you remember?
that time in woods
you were hiding and for a moment it seemed
that thought almost killed me
have mercy. please take me with
don't leave me behind
her eyes her eyes
just one last glance
I think I saw your eyelids twitch
gaze fix frozen
I think I saw your trembling lips
heart skips a beat
as a wounded animal I now lay beside thou
oh thou art so beautiful my love
my had on thy chests
so still they are so quiet
my limbs are the ones of statues
yours.. the ones of sweet breeze
I will keep on moving
but my life ends here

Deicide's 2008 album title goes here

and that is exactly why gay marriages are stronger that is exactly fucking why! so to all the stubborn straight guys out there I say FUCK YOU! FUCK....YOU! I'm marrying my girl one day and I don't give a flying fuck about what you think. you know why? cause it's not about you guys. it's about her. she is all that I long for, all I could have ever asked for.

I told you so

oh lolz... i just put a pause to write the previous entry.. now I started to watch again and that other chick is saying the exact same thing xD

is it for you or is it for them?

k.. so I'm watching Grey's Anatomy S07E20 and I'm at 27:22 mark and ahh I'm just so pissed... how can you fucking say it's not real? how? it doesn't have to have all thous traditional stuffs just because you know.. it's the regular way to do it.. cause everyone else is doing it and if you don't have them it doesn't count and is fake... BULLSHIT! you could do it in a meadow in front of a fucking forest. just the two of you. no one else. and it still would fucking count. it's not about the show you put up! it's about the commitment that you make!

I think we should get up. I think that's a very bad idea.

I'm a morning person. I love mornings. the pale light. all awakens. the feeling of a new found day just waiting to get explored and lived. still.. there is one kind of mornings which stand way above all of the rest. the ones in which I'm waking up beside you knowing that I get to spend the rest of the day with you. so I don't have to worry about getting up and doing something. I can just be there. with you. just be. I think there's nothing more wonderful than that. I love your sleepy eyes *hey look there's some bubbles floating outside my window* and the way you smile when I look at you. there can't be anything more wonderful than that I think.

Magnetic Man - Fire

I can't really think of any fitting title

k..k.. you know that I'm not blaming you and I've forgiven you and all that but.. can we for a moment pretend that I still hold the grudge?... cause.. well.... then you could.. you know.. make up to my by.. making me these
I will love you forever if you do :3
and I will never ever mention it.. it will be totally wiped out of my memory.. utterly forgotten like never even happened ^^