Widows Weeds on tape... in my hands

I will get Tristanias first album Widows Weeds on tape.... can you imagine? right now I am literary running around the house and screaming omg omg OMG!!! it's a rare relique and for sucha Tristania fan like me it gigantic precious.. as Widows Weeds is one of the first true gothic metal records... I didn't even know it's on tape... omg omg omg.. I am so very excited [starts to scream again] yel beat slower my overwhelmed heart... I can not imagine that I'll hold in my hands one of the first gothic metal records ever.. and on tape.... I think I am going to pass out.... well k maybe it is not the first record or anything... but that is Tristnia... the most pure and definetly the best gothic metal band ever and ever and ever up until Vibeke gone away... but they early works still is pure.... so damn pure.... omg...