damn you all for being so small

lately I am starting to feel less and less need for society.. I haven't felt much of a need for it before too but now it's becoming even smaller.. all that noise and senseless talking
- Hey, how are you?
- Oh, I am fine and you?
- Fine too.......
and then it goes on and on and on.... about what? nothing.. nothing at all... while being with other people we for some reason feel a massive need for a conversation.. just something to brake the silence with.. but why? why can't we just keep quiet if there is nothing important to say? why do we have to fill the beautiful silence with some smalltalk which has no meaning at all? no I am not saying that talking is bad and shouldn't be at all.. just all thous pointless words that I hear every day makes me wonder why? why they [society for I myself have no problem whit it] are so afraid to be left in silence?
-and here I started to listen to the new Eluveitie album "Everything Remains As It Never Was" and as always pagan metal does the magic and I just want to dive into a wild pagan dance and bouncy headbanging... screaming FUCK YEAH!!! and don't caring about the fucking society with it's fucking issues... I have my music and that's really all that I need to survive... \m/-

"Isolated myself for the sake of freedom" Katatonia - Help Me Disappear
"But somehow, just somehow, this loneliness feels like a victory over self delusive of a joy and happiness [..] unity, the gathering of open wounds, of dark, dark clean spirits. What a dream, what a dream so distant" Draconian - The Cry Of Silence