shade of an early morming

I overslept.. again.. argh I hate it so much it makes rest of the day all like.. fuck this shit.. just wanted to get out of there as fast as I could.. damn... head hurts a bit but it's all right it's all fine... starting to loose any will to keep up my happy image in front of them.. what's the point? just don't.. don't don't don't.. lately I've been saying to myself over and over again.. just don't.. don't... I am a bit tired but it's all right it's all fine.. keep yourself together little girl there is not place for a mental breakdown now.. at least not a fast one... keep it slow