look! it's a rainbow

is it coming? yes... I think it is -manic giggle- I can hear it just behind my doors.. it's gonna knock every second now.... I need some tea... I am becoming a teachoholic... great xD oh... I can feel the breath on my neck.. can feel it's eyes burning in my back... my dearest you're back -warm smile- I though I had lost you.. -giggle- hoped a bit I had lost you.. but well I guess this is a two person play to play so welcome back ^^
"I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down I take a deep deep breath but I ll come back to haunt you if I drown"
how strange it seems... the games of mind.. am I real here? am I true here? am I honest to myself? am I honest to you? or am I just dilutional.. am I dreaming again? I can see figures before me they move all around me.. no faces can I see... and it seems like the air is trembling like a string.. oh and what a music it makes.. this tense reminds me of noise.. Merzbow you know...
"in the nights of old I always wished
trough the longest year that had me down
and I would freeze if you ever asked me
that was... my way"


p.s. I'll watch the movies if you'll read this [it's a manga so should be read from right to left not from left to right like we are so used to]