and now we're getting physical, physical

I just knew it would be like this now I knew it.. but nooo.. I had to do it anyway.. smart little girl smart now you have to deal with consequences.. but k.. I totally don't regret that.. hell no.. only now I am all like.. damn.. it wasn't easy before but now it's like ten times harder.. crap.. *giggle*
the frustration... frust-tra-tion...