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just staying up late again.. as I always do for some reason I just don't like to go to bed unless I am totally exosted and just can't possibly keep my eyes open you know when you can just stand up fall into bed and fall asleep... I suppose I just don't like that time after you have put yourself into bed and the time when you fall asleep... there is something that bugs me during the process of falling asleep but for now I shall keep that to myself. anywho... for some not to me yet known reason I just love to be on the PC late.. no matter when I do just to feel the atmosphere when everyone else is asleep it š dark outside and the only light sorce is the light that comes from monitor tough mostly it gives not much light cause I have a very dark wallpaper... I hate light wallpapers and I also hate colorfull wallpaers.. can't work normaly and use the icons if my wallpaper is bright or colorfull that's why I am always in search for dark wallpapers.. I have almost 10 different packs of dark wallpapers but only few of them I see as suitible for use.........

it rained whole day and in the vening I went to dam just to get my head straigh after a whole day spent in front of PC just randomly whatching movies and some shows... had to think trough some things too.. I love the dam and even more when it's so shity [shity for others marvelous for me] weather out there.. when alsomt noone is there just me, the water and the sky.. grey water, cloudy sky, light rain, cold climate and dark soul... fits together nicely well doesn't it? just staned there for some time [could be somwhere around 10 min or more] whatched how the rainfull clouds moved from one shore to another... I love that place and even more if noone is there