moodswings

suddenly like sun appears between leafs which tremble in gusty wind a nostalgic feeling came across me. all day was spent in a happy [more or less] motion but then.. feels like someone had just pulled a handle or something... from happy little elf to a doomer in a second.. isn't that funny -a weak smile appears on her face- strange thing these moodswings are and strange is or mind which puts us in the motion of his own selfish will.. or maybe I just exhausted my can of naive happynes... like in the morning you have several cans full of moods... like happy, sad, mad, numb and sucha... but there is limit of how much you can use eah of them.. you can not be happy or mad or sad all day long [unless you're a specific person with huge can of hat specific mood.. like I think I myself have a huge numbness can..] like thous poeple who seems to be happy all trough probably comes home and starts to puch a pillow or something -giggle- but yeah... my point is [which probably is not a point at all but hey read the name of my blog... <.<] each of us has some sorta amount of each mood [each has specific amount of one or another mood ofcurse] which we can spend as we like untill we have reached to bottom of that can [filled witch mood] and then we have no other chanse than move to another mood.... I suppose I just emptyed my can of happynes for to day well.. here comes the can of numb and there goes my naive smile... hey thanks for a visit stop by on any time...