yesterday

starting to think that I should get some sleeping pills... yesterday went to bed at 2 am but when I finally felt asleep it was already light out there somewhere after 4 am it could have bin... I was just laying in my bed with open eyes just staring into wall for more than a hour with short breaks of position change.... somewhere around 3 am [the demonic hour] a bright moon showed itself and just into my window in stared and just somehow it felt like he's calling me to join the somber dance -week smile appears here- and maybe I will.... maybe I will