they have blessed us

I don't know if you know but I am gigantic Mortal Love fan [gosh I love them so very very much] their currently are working on a new album.. first they said it will be ready in the early winter.. but because of some other things now it could come out only somewhere in next year what for me is absolutely unberable... but 4 days ago a blessing came across and they on their official home page uploaded an acoustic version for their song Crave Your Love which comes from their first album All The Beauty... but was recorded during making of their last album Forever Will Be Gone... only today I went to their page to see this... and now I am craying.. not because something would hurt but... because I love them so very very much....

Crave Your Love (acoustic version) by mortallove

This century makes me sick...

each day only more and more makes me realize that this is nor my time nor my place

and then she raised and I passed

doom and gloom doom and gloom.. isn't that funny how thous two words rhimes bringing a melancholic atmosphere within? doom and gloom.. like a fog in early spring morning when sun is just about to show itself and thick whiteness is covering the ground.. it's cold and wet... doom and gloom.. morning are the most doomfull part of a day.. night is clear and makes you free but moring comes with yet another day to come in front... just like a raven it's messinger of evil... oh thous evil morning which you wish would last forever... anything to force the day of coming...
in my last moring I was greatfull.. as I will never see the sun again.. that blood thirsty torcherer

Widows Weeds on tape... in my hands

I will get Tristanias first album Widows Weeds on tape.... can you imagine? right now I am literary running around the house and screaming omg omg OMG!!! it's a rare relique and for sucha Tristania fan like me it gigantic precious.. as Widows Weeds is one of the first true gothic metal records... I didn't even know it's on tape... omg omg omg.. I am so very excited [starts to scream again] yel beat slower my overwhelmed heart... I can not imagine that I'll hold in my hands one of the first gothic metal records ever.. and on tape.... I think I am going to pass out.... well k maybe it is not the first record or anything... but that is Tristnia... the most pure and definetly the best gothic metal band ever and ever and ever up until Vibeke gone away... but they early works still is pure.... so damn pure.... omg...

Steampunk

I think I could be a steampunk as I love old atomatons and all the crazy scientists idea... only problem is they adoration to bronze type of colours [brown, yellow, orange..] I myself don't find them too close to myself as I am a dark-minded person indeed black and grey stands more closer to me than some bronze, earth type of colours... I could be a dark steampunk then I suppose... I have no problem in being stucked into late 18th or early 19th century as it already is the period of time I find myself into over and over again... and victoryian music I also love to... favorite instrument - cello.... and all the sketches of atomatons gosh... I have always adored them and I really need to make myself at least to try to make something to that side myself [I have always wanted to...] and I wan't an top hat so bad... I used to think that I am an victoryan goth in my soul but I can not look on atomatons withouth adoration... so I suppose I could be a dark steampunk and if there is no such thing then well I'll be the first one ^^ right now I am listening to Melora Creager which has been taged as a steampunk and also a cello rock.... magnificent I love it ever so much ^^ if you have played Syberia you should have an idea what atomatons and also steampunks are about if you have not I'll put some pictures in the end of this entry just for your as well as mine pleasure... so what else there is to say..... as I have only yet now found such thing I would be more than pleased to have a partner or too who could join me in this steampunk exploration... I am a bit excited -giggle-