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I think the title says it all... it just can't get better than that...
all I can say is
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form the chamber of mine

I am feeling less and less need for society and by that I am caring less and less about them and their thoughts and by that... [because I don't need and I don't care] I am becoming more and more of myself in public.. I don't need them to like me and I don't care what they think of me and my nihilistic spirit... in a deep, dark and annoying corner of our minds we all want to be liked and we all want to blend in the mass of others... just to be accepted just to feel like we are not alone.. that's why we tend to fake ourselves in public for the sake of blending in and not being the outsider... I've done it too.. and I know how easy it is to just follow and be what they want you to be and how hard it is to stop that if you have started.... but as I naturally feel less and less need of their acceptance I have no need to blend in... so I am becoming more and more of myself in public too...... and that is good... I like it..... and fuck the ones who want others to be someone else just cause they like it better that way.... long live the spirit of dark nihilist Hail!

damn you all for being so small

lately I am starting to feel less and less need for society.. I haven't felt much of a need for it before too but now it's becoming even smaller.. all that noise and senseless talking
- Hey, how are you?
- Oh, I am fine and you?
- Fine too.......
and then it goes on and on and on.... about what? nothing.. nothing at all... while being with other people we for some reason feel a massive need for a conversation.. just something to brake the silence with.. but why? why can't we just keep quiet if there is nothing important to say? why do we have to fill the beautiful silence with some smalltalk which has no meaning at all? no I am not saying that talking is bad and shouldn't be at all.. just all thous pointless words that I hear every day makes me wonder why? why they [society for I myself have no problem whit it] are so afraid to be left in silence?
-and here I started to listen to the new Eluveitie album "Everything Remains As It Never Was" and as always pagan metal does the magic and I just want to dive into a wild pagan dance and bouncy headbanging... screaming FUCK YEAH!!! and don't caring about the fucking society with it's fucking issues... I have my music and that's really all that I need to survive... \m/-

"Isolated myself for the sake of freedom" Katatonia - Help Me Disappear
"But somehow, just somehow, this loneliness feels like a victory over self delusive of a joy and happiness [..] unity, the gathering of open wounds, of dark, dark clean spirits. What a dream, what a dream so distant" Draconian - The Cry Of Silence

I just...

I just read a GIF that said "save me from the dark" and had some sweet goth girl pictures between the words.. "hmm nice gif" I thought... only one problem to it.. I would never say "save me from the dark" for as you see there is only one thing I would say to the dark "embrace me my dearest, embrace me"