form the chamber of mine

I am feeling less and less need for society and by that I am caring less and less about them and their thoughts and by that... [because I don't need and I don't care] I am becoming more and more of myself in public.. I don't need them to like me and I don't care what they think of me and my nihilistic spirit... in a deep, dark and annoying corner of our minds we all want to be liked and we all want to blend in the mass of others... just to be accepted just to feel like we are not alone.. that's why we tend to fake ourselves in public for the sake of blending in and not being the outsider... I've done it too.. and I know how easy it is to just follow and be what they want you to be and how hard it is to stop that if you have started.... but as I naturally feel less and less need of their acceptance I have no need to blend in... so I am becoming more and more of myself in public too...... and that is good... I like it..... and fuck the ones who want others to be someone else just cause they like it better that way.... long live the spirit of dark nihilist Hail!