Infusco Somnium part I

everything is dark but I can feel the shiny light coming from somewhere far.. I opened my eyes.. rays of light were now and then striking my face when they were not trapped by the branches. smooth coldness came from the earth and embraced my flesh. a light wind played with the last few dying leaves in a tree. "can I ask you for this final dance?" he whispered in their ears and as they gave up their hopes to hold a little longer he like a ever so caring gentlemen led them down till they reached the ground. twirling and spinning they went as thous leaves died. I could smell the sense of rotting leaves as tons of them were covering the earth and their corpses and the earth itself slowly became one. all seemed grey.. the tree, the leaves, the ground even the air itself seemed full of grey light. I looked at my hands. they were pale.. as they always have been at least as far as I can remember myself. then I tried to capture some memories about the time that has passed but for my own surprise I couldn't remember anything before that darkness with light in a distance. I was getting cold as the breathing earth more and more perflate it's cold breath to my flesh. everything seemed so silent. I got up. some dead leaves were stuck to my back like trying to get away from the freezing ground. I suppose they still had some will to live on. I gazed to that tree infront of me. light were desperetaly trying to reach my face but the braches wont let it happen. all my body seemed unawakened yet. I wonder.. how long have I lied there. I tryed to think but my head just refused to cooperate so I sat down again leaned my head against the grey trunk and closed my eyes...