2010-06-04

I Have Lost...

I hate the being that I've become
I hate myself for the things I've done
I hate how there are two of us
the one that you see
that bitchy old whore
not caring and daring
to walk without looking on the things she's stepping
and the other that's hidden
within my own skull
so gentle and loving
yet scared and ignored
many times she's been broken
and now the bitch is taking over
but I don't want that to happen
I hate myself for how weak I am
I hate how I am letting it happen
right before my eyes
I hate how the world can not see
the murderer which happens inside of me
maybe it looks like
I can proudly stand on my feet
but you know what?
I am actually down on my knees
screaming, crying and bleeding

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