have you seen her? she's magnificent

so... last week.. crazy ass shit xD
but it was really cool feeling to wake up later and go to do some business not study stuff... at the end I was starting to slip out cause of curse.. that doesn't fit and that we can not do oh no wait we can do that so we need some material oh and don't forget to change that stuff there and rewrite it and we still need that rope..
but at the end it all went really well and I think we were quite awesome ^^ now they all say I have to become an actress like... seriously guys? xD
and guess what? I even managed to flee from there unnoticed ^^ if only it would have been a little warmer but oh well..
you know how they say that when you are drunk you reveal your true face.. your everyday mask falls.. it's mostly then when we realize how fucking ugly the people around as are and that we actually should hate them and stuff.. or at least it makes us like them a little bit less... but she.. she gets even lovelier and more beautiful.. and she is not making a fool of herself like most people do.. and that was so magical.. to sit there while she tells me about her second thoughts but not in a usual away.. she speaks to me as if she knows I can read her mind.. as if she knows she doesn't have to say it out loud for me to understand.. that she can just ask what do I think about it.. just like that "and what do you think about it" without even saying what that it is... and I will get her.. and I really did..
and that kiss oh that kiss.. it's interesting how it always happens with us.. I say something sweet, then she kisses me and then well... but there were other people in the room so we couldn't get that far but god how hard it was for me not to.. cause it felt like all my insides were on fire.. like I would have taken some sort of a drug.. I had never felt anything so powerful before... and that atmosphere and... if we only were alone there that would be like an utter perfection.. but if we were alone I would have never heard that you think I am something genius that has happened to you... I am flattered my dear :3 [even if you don't remember saying that]
and that one moment in the morning when you sat in front of me and the sun rays were falling behind you... your face.. it almost seemed like the most beautiful thing I had ever seen and I think it just might be the most beautiful thing I've ever seen
and I never want it to leave and fade away from my life