Shades Of A Lost Moon

Today I went to my dear friends prom.. well it wasn't really a prom more like an official graduation [shes out of Primary school now].. I graduated from the same school couple of years ago and it was quite interesting feeling to sit in the auditory.. watching all thous 9th garders receiving their first diploma.. remembering the time when I sat there in front waiting to get my first graduation diploma.. before they passed out the documents the schools principal gave a little speech [as she always does] sating something like "oh remember you last 1st of September remember all that happened during this last year in this school" and it made me realize that... this was their last year in that particular school but my next year will be the last one in a school itself... ever... they had their last 1st of September in Primary school but just after 2,5 months I'll have my last 1st of September ever... I'll have my last of everything during the whole year... I think I still can not truly accept that it all just seems so sudden... this year passed faster then any else ever before I can only hope that next one will seem a bit longer I don't want it to be just passed trough... I want to live it as fully as I can but knowing myself -sigh- well we'll see that... maybe finally I am over myself -giggle- lets hope so shall we? ;-)

oh... and one more thing -giggle- while we waited outside one guy [age somewhere over 40] called me an american goddess... no he was not drunk at lest it didn't look like.... american? why amercian I still can not get that... it confused me quite a lot and I didn't know weather to take it as a compliment or an insult