The Hanging Garden

I saw you last night...... one of the worst nightmare I've ever had...... I don't really know if I should put this up here but you know? this is my place and I have to get it out of me so.... we were on a field trip... in some place inside where there was water in a form of small river you know like the one in zoo and there..... there I saw you...... I saw you... kissing another girl.. someone from the class it really doesn't matter who..... for a second I just froze it felt like every single thing in my body would have stopped... I turned around and walked away... I ended up in some cafe..... I could hardly breath trying my best not to pass out hoping my heart will not simply stop cause it really felt like it could just any second.... after a moment you came in there as well.. alone this time.. ever so happy.. brightly shining... you were saying something but I couldn't hear my head was full of static... somehow I ever got a smile upon my lips... I couldn't allow myself to get you worried... I should have been happy with you for you... but instead I was dying feeling like I would collapse just any second.. my heart would stop just any second... my lungs they weren't working already... everything around blurred out and head full of static..... I woke up with a dagger in my chests and rope around my neck... I couldn't see them but they were there at least it felt like it.. it still feels like it....
this was the first thing I wanted to hear after waking up thanks goddess I had it in my phone... why them? well I guess because they are the core of doom.. the soil in which grows the tree of doom...... and that's where I was then... berried in the soil of doom.... after the first time when I listened to it after waking up I was able to breath once again... now I have the whole album up and.... well I think I'll survive