My Hope The Destroyer

what's the point of having a hope? they always die as they lay on the naked floor.. if you want to get something you have to work till you get it.. hoping gives you nothing but a chance that the hope will die and seeing as they do just one by one in a row till none is left.. it's nothing enjoyable...
what's the point of getting attached to someone? everyone will leave you sooner or later and when they go.. as stronger the bound between you will be as more the absence of that person will damage you, tear you apart, rip a lump out of your flesh and leave you there.. alone and bleeding.. of curse it's nice to have someone close but.. sooner or later they all will leave...
are the moments spent together worth the bleeding that absence will bring?
I am still no sure... afraid so afraid.. so I keep my distance.. -sigh-



My Dying Bride album "The Dreadful Hours" in the background playing