Major Fuck Off (by Lifelover)

they say I should get therapy.. "it will help you" they say "it helped me you know"
but what do they know?
yes.. I listen to suicidal music
yes.. I do have scars I've made myself to escape the pain
but what does that say about me?
"you need therapy" they say
but how can it help me?
by changing the way I look at life?
by changing the way I look on others?
by changing the way I look at myself?
but I don't want to change my point of view
by making me more positive and less depressed?
but I spit on positivity.. that shit is fake at least for me
will it make me less suicidal?
but I am not suicidal.. I just enjoy the dark
I am obsessed whit death that's just how it is
I suppose they call us goths or at least that's what I've heard
will it put a fake smile upon my lips?
that's what they want so see isn't it?
they are wearing ones so they want me to have one too
so I would be just like them.. nor better nor worse
but you know what?
I spit on their fake smiles too
I don't need that shit..
I am not positive and full of joy
but at least I am not pretending that I am
do they see it or not is another question
cause you know how it is whit them...
the image they have in their heads about you
that shit won't change no matter what
in conclusion... fuck them.. fuck their therapy... and most of all.. fuck the way they want me to be