2010-10-24

Alone (by Forgotten Tomb)

all that psychology bullshit.. it's all about childhood traumas isn't it? your fucked upness must be somehow linked to your childhood and some sorta trauma you've had during that period... and what thous fuckers do ehh? they find this link weather it is there or not.. they find it and show it to you saying look... this is why you are fucked up.... but let me ask you this... what.. the fuck does it give to me?!! ehh?!! how the fuck know it will help me??? you are ignoring your problems they say... fuck them.. I am not ignoring my problems.. maybe once I did but not now that's for sure... I know that they are there.. I accept it... actually.. they've become a part of me.. almost a vital part of me... ohh and how I hate when people ask whats wrong with me and expects from me to give them some shitty clear answer like "my parents are divorcing" or "my marks are getting really low" or "my boyfriend left me" or "my dog died" or something like that... clear and simple.. something that for sure would bring anyone down but you see.. it's not like that with me.. and even if I try to explain... I don't need your fucking judgmental eyes.. I am sick of them I have enough of them in my head already and don't even dare to reproach me for my tries to hide.. you have a mask of your own so don't even fucking dare to reproach me... I am not ignoring my problems.. can you see the scars I bare with me.. thous are marks from the night time fights with my demons

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