Lyckantropen Themes

so.. yeah... hi... hi there all of you... who ever you are.. yeah.. hi.. I'm back ^^

yesterday I went to meet with ma mates with whom I'm working on this MEP projects [don't know what mep is? google it you lazy ass] I'm working on the middle part of it and we came to conclusion that my main goal is to bring the audience in as deep and utter depression as I possibly can... [I lol'd inside] me.... to bring them down as much as I can... how am I ever going to do that?? xD but seriously this is brilliant
I ate normal breakfasts today yeey ^^ good for me :3
wouldn't it be funny if I would become anorexic now? like what else there of teenage fucked up ways are left I haven't tried yet? ohh.. I haven't done any serious drugs hmm... yeah... in general I think I've had a little bit of everything.... *sigh* great... simply.... great... *sigh* k... k.. I know it's not that bad I am not that down and all there are plenty of things I haven't been into and haven't experienced when I think about it it seems more like I wouldn't have experienced anything at all rather than something but you know.. I'm just sayin'....
while discussing the things around the project we also came upon a topic about why we have such alias as we do... about myself.. [they know me as "Grey"] that's just who I am in general... I am not bright.. I am not deep and dark like black or shiny and bright like white.. I am in the middle.. I am neutral... nothing specific... a little bit of everything but nothing at all at the same time... I can be anything but I am nothing... I don't go well together with everything like black or white.. nor I have some specifics with what I go together well and whit what I suck... I can stand next to anything like be there you know but there aren't anything I would go really well with like to what you could say "thous two colours are meant to be put together"
I am still obsessed with Ulver I love them ever so much and Morrowind as well.. I even dreamt about it last night xD