So Long, Scarecrow

it's evening and I am making the second entry.. yeah I didn't forget ^^
I am better now thanks for asking and... I found my ring ^^ [it was in my bed]
and yes I am totally, utterly and completely over him the only problem is.. that I am not that much over someone else but maybe I shouldn't get over.. maybe that's how it should be between.. you know.. well k k.. at first place I shouldn't really be into but I am and there's not that much I can do about it so... yeah...
lately I've been having these dreams more and more often.. when I am with someone.. but don't get me wrong there's nothing of pornographic nature there I simply am not that kinda person... actually I might be but.. there's nothing like that in there so don't worry... maybe my alone time is coming to an end.. maybe... soon... someone... somehow... will find me.. you know that I really am not that good in searching... I am an observer.. I sit look around and wait... or maybe thous dreams are meant to make it easier for me to get along whit this.. state of mine... here I dear to have a little hope... maybe my alone time is finally coming to an end... maybe...


p.s. damn it.. I just noticed that I do really write whit not with but it's just a type-o I have no idea why.. when I write with hand it always comes out correct but with keyboard.... it's weird xD